so i found some of my old poems so i decided to post them up here
this one is about my ex b/f... yes Mel the Asshole
We were perfect for each other
the stars and the heavens all agreed
i gave you all i was, all i had.
gave you the one thing i can never get back
i wasted three happy years
three years of my past
three years of happiness, of love, of confidence
three years of tears, of sorrow, of heartbreak
you stole my heart, molded it and turned it to stone
slowly killing me, killing who i was, who i am, who i never will be again
then you disappeared into my past
never to be seen or heard from again
maybe it's better this way,
better for you,
better for me
i ask you one last question
why me?
This I wrote one day when my step father was threatening to leave my mom and divorce her
A Divorce?
How I hate the word,
A fight,
Words slung around,
That word,
Two syllables that can tear a person apart,
Not again,
Not the pain,
Not the suffering,
Not the tears,
Does it have to come again?
I would rather the fights,
Rather the pain from hits and that word,
It hurts to hear it,
It exhausts you,
Kills families,
Breaks homes,
All because of one word,
Will we make it through this time?
Divorce
Love It? Leave It? Hate It? let me know
